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ho..ho..holidayz
Sunday, May 3, 2009, 12:16 AM

yeap...that's correct...it's the holidays!!! haha...the exams are finally OVER....phew after a month of non-stop studying..woohoo over!!!now the next stage...waiting time..wait for results and face the music...will it pleasant to the ears or will it be piercing?only time will tell :)

this 2009 is not a good year..alot of things happened...now there's the swine flu and every country is taking precautions against it..luckily no cases in sg yet...but...shall not speak too soon..heh..but the outbreak definitely spoilt some of other pple's travel plans cos it's not very safe to travel now...everytime u board the plane..there's a risk..so jus be careful..prevention is always better than cure :)

hmm haven been able to find any intern..think i started too late already haa...so now mayb jus go do other jobs...actually i dunno if i really wanna work...a part of me tells me to go find smth to do...another part of me tells me to slack...haa but how long can u slack...sure will slack till sian..den no entertainment...unless i can keep myself bz everyday..but i cant..so confused haa haiz....

so for now my routine is like : wake up already...eat bf....watch tv...eat lunch...watch tv...play com..exercise...bath...eat dinner...watch tv....slp abit the monotonous hahaha...dun wanna do that for 3 mths..i think i will go crazzeeee hahah :P facebook got a couple of nice games to kill time...there's this celebritity chef game...where u must mix the ingredients and serve the customers on time...abit addictive..but difficult..cos need to coordinate and micro...im not too good at it haha...n if u fail the chef will scold u :( another game is chain rxn...where u click an area n hope little dots will hit the area..hard to explain but jus play it heh

when u got so much time u shd set aside some time to think also...some self-reflection maybe? think about what u want in life...what u wanna do next time...how to change certain aspects of your life...basically jus reflect :) den can blog them down..in case forget cos old liaoz :P

hmm "nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai" and vice versa....im sure many have heard of this phrase...i've been thinking is it true? from what i've noticed...i think it's true..haa..sometimes when u walk along the streets u will notice...so i've been thinking y ah...y like that...i think it's cos they have the "x-factor" not S-factor heh...nice guys=boring and bad guys=exciting...i think that's wat attracts them...i think "bad guys" will noe what the other party expects and able to connect better with the gal and for "bad girls" it's the same vice versa...some of them are also blessed with the glib of tongue...the power of sweet-talking..mesmerising with their play of words...puns and witty repertoire...thats why "nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai"....so in the end "hao nan ren" will surely lose out...if the guy is too bad=gal leaves....if guy is too nice= gal also leaves....i guess thats how things are~

nowadays i've learnt to take things 1 step at a time..n i think im no longer very optimistic as b4 as in i tend not to expect so much or hope so much anymore...i used to be hopeful of things like when hols coming i would plan wat i wanna do...how i goin to spend the approaching day....but now..i dun wanna look too far ahead...maybe cos ive learnt my lesson...the higher ur expectations, the harder you fall, the more it hurts...but i dun wanna be numb...wow sounds chim..haa...

sometimes u have this confused feeling...of not knowing what is it that u want...u dunno if wat u do is correct and u dunno if wat u do is wrong...u donated n yet got put down...like u will feel "vulnerable" haa dunno if thats the correct word...it's like u dunno what will happen next...u can only anticipate..n you may be wrong..very wrong..even pundits get it wrong...or it's like the feeeling u noe when u are the last to know smth(reminds me of enrique iglesius's ping pong song haha)...when every1 else already noes...that kind of feeling....den u think " why do i wanna know so much?do i need to know?" hmmm.... but if u dont wanna know... it would seem like you dont care...it's because you care that's y u wanna know..or maybe care too much~~~

and it's also the feeling like the more u wanna get closer..the more you'll get pushed back to where u were...so ur rooted...stop n stare...mayb it's to do with "confidence"?can we test it like in the statistics where we test %confidence..i think we cant cos there's no such thing...it's the feeling u get...intuition sensitivity 6th sense...many ways to call it..

yup...that's my "total internal reflection" hee...it's sunday tmr...so fast...what a day...oh i have to pass my ippt in june...thats smth i will look forward..not that i wan to..but i have to haa




cher journal
Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 5:08 PM

hello it's been a long long time since my last post...im goin to make this a long post...i doubt anybody would read my blog..anyway i'll still blog haa :P jus finished my 1st paper:Drug discovery...the paper was ok..but tricky...n he din allow us to take the paper out..so i guess he's going to repeat most of the qns:) for mcq he repeated quite alot but he jus change the options...i think many pple finished early too...but it's over already..so shd focus on the next paper..which is HRM tmr...haiz dunno what will come out..HRM is like asking u "how to spell apple?" although very easy but u cannot ans with ur mouth hahaah...sounds chim rite?thats hrm for u :)

exam periods are always tough..where u mug..mug..and MUG...mug till u tend to 4get everything else...u jus sit at ur study table n study...read notes...memo...sometimes u sit till ur butt pain...so sometimes i think it's gd to squat haha :P if u sit too long w/o moving..i think can get tension headache..cos the blood cant flow properly or smth...and there is also a chance of getting deep vein thrombosis hahahah not only site airplane can get..sit on chair also can get :P so it's impt to take breaks every now n then..go walk ard the house...look at the people downstairs running ard...look at birds on the trees bla bla bla...or if u want can also go facebook look at ur pet or do some quiz :) i've noticed that since the new fb upgrade, alot of pple are doin the quiz..including myself..and each time u log in u are given a list of quizzes that others have done...i wonder who created all those quizzes...

so fast a month has passed..time really flies...last month had both high n low points and it made me think deeper...i pondered about many things and i learnt through others as well as through experience:) the cable car celebration was beyond words..it was my 1st time dining in the sky...that was probably the highest point....when there's high there will of course be low...but the low was really low...i've learnt that there's a limit to everything...some people have got a bigger limit..others a small limit...some people will jus take things in their stride,give in to many things n close 1 eye to many things...but dont take them for granted...if not it's as if they are made fools...and no matter what u do..or how much effort u put in..things still happen or things wont happen...i guess that's jus how things goes..cant have a pie n eat it all even if u are hungry :) certain things are also considered "automatic"...in a sense that..one need not be told of what to do...one shd know what to do...n another thing is initiative...i dun think it is that diff to make the 1st move..instead of waiting...y not take action and things mayb different...wouldnt things be better that way? and to each their own...diff people treat things differently..some willing to sacrifice study for play...some sacrifice play for study..i guess it has to do with principles although there are exceptions...

haa im getting tired from all the typing...yawns...the bms pple are goin to china next sem already...so fast...after they return..they will become zhong yi shi...next time if need to see zhong yi got discount heh :P

ohoh fann wong n christopher leee are getting engaged on 16 MAY 09 haha...n their wedding will be in september this year..i think its goin to be 09/09/09 haha..we'll see if i "tio" anot :) 16 is a gd day ahahah...ok i shall stop here...dun think im posting any time soon...gd luck to those taking exams =)




late into the night...
Monday, March 30, 2009, 1:11 AM

earth day jus passed haha...i wonder how many households switched off their lights for 1 hr...i did not...opps...i think to save the earth more...maybe can turn off the lights along the roads in sg..heh..sure save alot cos sg roads alot of lights...but then...not v safe la..safety is paramount..number 1 !!

a few more hrs time and i'll be in sch for LCF's presentation...goin to sch for 3hrs to see how the other grp present...but dunno if shd sit thru the whole 3 hrs..haha..maybe can leave during break?jus a thought hahaa

well aim for this week is to finish our presentation slides, do revision for exams, and to do a resume and apply for internship.....not much time left...dont want to be panicky at the last min :) totally not gd...not gd for health too

talked to dex jus now..hmm he practised his psychological skills on me again..haa..but some of the things he said are quite meaningful..."yup u have to make a choice..but not all choices are easy to make ..or so you think"...made me think.."but there will come a point u will realise or decide wad really matters and wad dun realli matter" ...maybe i haven come to that point yet..sometimes i wish certain things would befall upon me...n certain things dont ever happen to me haha...many times im left with the "tingling" feeling...like when i see smth or read abt smth...i will ask myself..how i wish i can be like them...how i wish i can do that..how i wish i can go there...hmm wish wish wish :) i guess i shant wish for so many things...dont wanna get tt "tingling" feeling again...but who noes wat will happen next time...a glimpse?a glimmer? hmm only time will tell :)

time to go sleep...i guess today was a fruitful day for me =)




i can only wish..
Thursday, March 26, 2009, 9:21 PM

yeah our project is finally done! haha...finished it in 1 week..what an accomplishment...n we have soooooo many pages =) i guess as long as there's a will, there's a way...n it depends alot on ur grp mates too..if they all clique then..anything can be done :)

after our project at vivo on tues, we had a mini-picnic haha...we tabao-ed LJS and had dinner at the grass patch on lvl 3...really feels like picnic heh..shiok...n after that..all of us played arcade to relieve stress and to exercise abit too hahahaha...we play hamtam the screen game, bball, and airhockEY!!!i think air hockey the most fun..test ur reflexes n also how loud u can SCREAM~~~ stress reliever too...scream ur lungs out :P

ok now that our report is done, next up is the presentation slides..n not forgetting to study for the exams too...last min mugging is always not good :)

im teo hutt wang...but also can call me mr tio! cos i everything also tio...tio summon,tio this tio that haha...oh n i tio birdsh*t today lah...actually the car tio birdsh*t...how "lucky" can i get...i was driving bk along PIE..it was drizzling abit...den i heard "piak"..den i saw this patch of bird POO on the windscreen omg! super sway...den i wiped it off...yuck...so many cars...purposely must aim my car...zzzzzzz bless the bird hahahah...haiz...so far tio all the things i dun wanna tio...certain i wanna tio but didnt tio..oh well...mr tio

ok time to go...tmr is the last day of e weeek...it's FRIDAY!!!!weeeeeee....so fast time flies...haiz...term is ending soon....gambatte all~~




hot hot hot
Wednesday, March 18, 2009, 8:50 PM

the weather today is HOT...very extremely hot haa it's like scorching hot! hot hot hot hot hot...damn hot..is this the greenhouse effect?is that what we get in return for taking mother nature for granted?haiz...

read the newspapers today..saw the breaking news that the Cortina fugitive has surrendered in Bangkok...he has surrendered after he ran away with lots of $$$$$ n watches...i guess one can never run away from the law afterall...i think if he wanted to run n hide, he could..but is it worth it to spend the rest of your life doing that?

another news: would u pay $239 for 8 prawns?the size of 1 tiger prawn abt 30cm maybe...so $30 1 prawn? would u would u? apparently 6 americans felt they got cheated at Newton food centre..the "expensive" hawker centre..$239 for prawns only? i think $239 can have a set meal..n if u go those "zi-cha" stall...can order ALOT of food lor...i feel for them...

today was theoretically a "short" day cos we dont have stem cell lecture n pharmaco ended 1 hr earlier haa..then we had 2 hrs break b4 HRM lecture...the hrm lecturer seems to have super alot of never ending examples haha..every slide he will give at least 2-3 examples...wow...he must be very experienced..today's lect reminded me of one of the hw lectures on resume writing ...he's quite ok la..not so preachy lol

finally we are starting on drug discovery prj haha...1 wk b4 deadline...other people are mostly done with the project but we have just started haha...we are really pushing the limits of our abilities...gajuga's abilities haa..lets see what we can do! yeah! lucky that time i lucky draw tio 10...if not tio 1 den gg liaoz...even more stress :(

i thinking "nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" ...is true...i think there's this x factor in those "bad" boys that gals like...they like those manly macho guys...so nice guys will always finish last...so wat if they are nice...they cant be compared to those x-factor guys...n in the end only those guys triumph tsk tsk tsk...only 2 days...

alrighty...time to go off...done with my weblog heh :)